It has been over a year and a half since I have written here.  I had a baby!  And I lost two women in my life who were very dear to me.

The process of becoming a mother is nuts.  I’ve always been the type of person to just focus on the task at hand, never over analyze it.  But becoming pregnant, having a baby, and transitioning into the role of a mother is a really crazy thing to go through. I didn’t realize how much it was taking from me or how much I needed from others until looking back at it.  Thankfully, now, I have the sweetest, funniest little person to smile back at me.  Even if it is draining at times. And his daddy and I are already having the best time being his parents.